I tried to show respect, but I guess you don't understand when it might take me a lifetime to take it back and it might take you a lifetime to know the facts.
- - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QexHjQmG9RM kinda my mood right now.
decided to use my rl for this shit.
read it? maybe?
real talk, alright?
everybody's a real nigga all up in my space so they look at my face and try to determine who I am like you fυcking know. don't think because I talk to these hoes means I'm in love with these hoes. the only motherfυckers that reach me, well you can't see them cause they in the background playing like they supposed to, cause love is real whether you want to or you won't do. it's something I won't do. I won't sit here and bow down to y'all niggas like I gotta explain myself. I'm pansexual or maybe even leaning more towards monosexual because that's how I feel. I live for myself and I do it for me. Ain't no reason to categorize me and place me on these shelves like you can buy me cause technically you can't buy me even if I like dick and pυssy. But that's just not the reason I'm here. The reason I'm here is to make it quite clear. Some of y'all run around talking bout y'all live love. Well, truthfully, you're only an infatuation and these infatuations are killing my spine. Trynna take these heels from the branches of my mind. You niggas can't touch me man. I done told you don't get this shit twisted just because I make em laugh don't mean I'm not gifted. Poetically delivering anything that you can't get and none of this shit is scripted. I went to put the pen to the pad to write this but I figured my heart would find itself. Rather than write it and do that, I'll just spit it and think of it like I wrote it. It's potent. And this delivery, my nigga, is the difference between difference. My picture should be in the dictionary under 'difference' because under me, there should be difference cause I know I'm different. And I know for a fact the reason why you like saying my name is because of the way the 'Joce' flows with the 'Line'. "Joselyn" is how they said it. The spelling's different. I'm different. You say my name because you like how the 'Joce' and the 'Line' rolls off your tongue. I tell them I not 'one', I'm THE one plus one. So if you add that, nigga, that's two ones and I'm not here to try and explain to you who I am I'm just telling you where I stand. Amongst all, above all but God, with this mind in my hand. And mind over matter, I hear in the shadow about 'where she is' and 'where she's going'. But none of you niggas is knowing so before I stop growing, I allow these people to take their knowledge of what they don't know and it's ignorance of how they should grow and tell me what I'm supposed to be. A lot of y'all is still getting boxed up. I'm too circle, to wide, for y'all to control me. My body is evolving everyday so when I say that I'm not gay, please don't take my words the wrong way. I'm not saying that these rainbow motherfυckers ain't straight, I'm just saying that I'm straight. Unless it comes to her. Then I'll be gay. And her, the magnificent vigor that you've never seen, is the one I call Queen. And my King, lives far away from me, watching me. Don't watch me like I'm your tv. Watch me. Watch Josie do Josie.
- - Joceline Karina Tana'e Allen Rios.
or as you know me, Alexis Marie.
I hope you know what I'm talking about in the set.